Good things, I am making it, everyday, but I am making it. I actually did the toe stand and both hands came up today, I was literally on my toe (right toe) everything else folded up and I am sitting there must have lasted about 5 seconds. Then this big old smile came on my face which made everything else fall apart.
Bad things, my face is breaking out. I feel like (35 was nothing compared to what I am going through right now) I am going not through my teens because I did not break out like this, but something like I can't get my face clean and I need to be on the ads of Proactive or something.
Ok - lets talk about proactive. I bought into this system 4 months ago (still in Memphis) this stuff DOES not work. It is not keeping the white heads away. So I found this Murad under my sink. I think one of my Memphis friends gave it to me. I just need to figure out who, but I have washed with this stuff, 5 times now (3 times today). I love this stuff. I just need to figure out if I need to by this from my friend in Memphis (who I don't know who it is) or do I just go on line and purchase. But for some reason this stuff is keeping my face DRY! That is what I need.
Ok, back to the bad.
I hate going to YOGA! It has been such a challenge just getting in the car, then driving there, and then I sit out side the room for about 15 min and just I can't get up! I have been going with a lady down the street we will call her "D." She has been giving me strength to go, just because we are in the car together, so if I pick her up she has to go, and she picks me up, I have to go. It works. I haven't missed a day.
Today and yesterday, I have felt like I was coming down with the flu. Yesterday throat sore, today, just body hurts. It is ok, I just could not walk or do a thing. Tyler, son wanted to go out for a ride so I had to get my life back to normal quickly.
The Big thing is I am hating the YOGA! HATING IT!
I was asked today, by my new boss lady, why the challenge? What, why the challenge? I sat on the question for a couple of minutes, then I realized, I have no reason. So I responded, I am a follower and everyone else was doing it so I joined in! Does that not sound like the worst reason EVER! Why the challenge, I could not come up with to lose weight, to get healthy, to become fore flexible, nothing! I am doing it because everyone else is. I didn't even do a before and after picture, nor did I weigh, nor did I even measure myself. WHY THE CHALLENGE!
I AM A FOLLOWER and this JUST PROVES IT!
I am breaking out, I can't walk, and I am tired all the time, I can't even bend down at times all because everyone else was doing it!
Here is the thing, now that I am committed, I will not give up! My goodness what is with me!
2 comments:
Out of the dozens of people who committed to the challenge, there are only a handful left who stand a chance of making 60 classes in 60 days. Most set much more modest goals, and will get more modest results. What you are doing is unusual even for people taking the challenge. I don't think that makes you a follower.
Also, once you've made the commitment to doing something this hard, isn't the fact that you committed yourself to doing something really hard reason enough?
You ARE a follower. Your Memphis friends told you that years ago. :)
It's who you are and look at all the great things following has brought you.
Good thing you associate with such high quality, challenging, smart people. :)
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